movelightly:
I know that I totally dropped you and it seems like I am absolutely heartless. But, the truth is.. I am just simply not ready. I feel like I can’t even deal with myself. I need time to take of myself. This may be a belated letter, so to speak, but I am sorry. The amount of pain and confusion do not amount to this letter but this almost indirect message is for you. I hope you get it and I hope you realize this is for you. Maybe, you won’t even end up reading it .. or maybe you will. I feel slightly gone and I guess this is the only time I can stand and own up to the fact that I blatantly hurt you. It wasn’t on purpose .. but I have no good reason either. It was just all a blur.. I just want to erase everything. Maybe we could start over. Slow. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.
(via radteenblog)